Lost in air!


People surround me
Calling my name
I upset another friend
When I choose to go somewhere else
They always want me to be with them
I am loved by all
Yet, if someone asks
What am I writing about?
I cannot tell the truth
or the reason for my disappointment
They should not know the real me!!!
The real me is broken
I don’t actually know what I really want
My anger takes over my mind
This gives me something to write!!!
Sometimes I am cool, as perfect
Other times I am upset, as destroyed
The influential life has turned me upside down
I am trying to get everything right
by being casual all the time !!!

4 Comments Add yours

  1. thiaBasilia says:

    lol Precious one! You are just as beautiful as they come! Quit trying! Start trusting! If You do not know what I mean? Go out there in the open and yell, “WHAT IS THIS WOMAN TALKING ABOUT? Bet you’ll get an answer. I enjoy your honesty. Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

    1. jalapenogirl says:

      Thank you for your kind comment….I will definitely make it right as you said ☺


      1. thiaBasilia says:

        yesterday caused me much grief reading things not so to my taste, but! When I read something so beautiful as your soul, I cheer up. Father is so good. He always sends the angels to comfort me. 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

      2. jalapenogirl says:

        I am so glad you like it so much.God bless you too ☺


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